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[23 Sep 2006|05:19pm] |
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SO in the past 5-6 months that i havent updated , everything is going good =). I have my license since June =). Brian threw me a suprise birthday party, and him and i have been together over 10 months now. Senior year is looking up , my scheduelle is amazing =) <3 love it! Also my new job at the day care couldnt be better working monday and tuesday 2-6 and wens-frid 2:30 - 6 and thats all \=) NO WEEKENDS,best thing ever =) Brian and I are leaving for the cruise in less than 27 days with my family , its amazing and his family are going away to one of the island were visiting on the cruise and were meeting up with them for the day! AH Im well due for a 9 day cruise around the carribean lol. Ill update again =)
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| Valentines Day <3 |
[15 Feb 2006|08:17am] |
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So yesterday was romantic, Brian and I just hung out all day, went to the mall the met u with Ac and Amanda for dinner. Then later we went to the billiard to play some pool. Brian and I had exchanged gift earlier in the day, he had gotten me roses, candy and a heart gold heartt necklace with 2 dolphins on it =). This Valentines Day was amazing.
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[31 Jan 2006|05:35pm] |
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Lately lifes just has been a big blur. I don`t really care about anything lately, and the things i do care about i care about ALOT. Lets review the weekend. Well before the weekend on Thursday i had midterms and same with Friday, half days =). Friday night I went for a interview for a summer camp, then went to Brians and out to the ice skating rink with him and his brother.Came home around 11ish. Went straight to bed.
I woke up around 8 , I had gotten ready for work, then left for work around 10:45, the store was dead, nobody really there. I worked til 4 then Brian picked me up and we just came back to my house and watched movies then went out to dinner =).
Sunday , I woke up around 9ish bummed out for most of the day, til around 2ish Brian came over for a little, then he left and i fell asleep =) early.
Lately Ive been unbelievably tired, and have been going to bed really early.
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| I`m burning I`m burning I`m burning for you. |
[21 Dec 2005|09:31pm] |
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So Christmas is coming soon. Stores have been hectic. I hate to say it but the holidays bring out the worst of the worst of people sometimes, but hey what can you do, i guess i would be like that if i had a million kids at home screaming about what i wanted for Christmas. Anyway things are pretty good, I decided to take the day off today and spend it with my Madre =). This friday i`m going out with Brian and his family to dinner on a place on the beach, its gonna be pretty sweet. Saturday is Christmas Eve , going to Brians to exchange gifts and then later going to my aunts house. Sunday going to PA to my cousins house and staying there til either Wensday or Thursday =)
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| Happy go lucky. |
[30 Nov 2005|08:05pm] |
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So things are going well, stressful yet well. Between school , track and work, i try to find time to hang out with brian and my friends. Im doing very good in school =D. YAY <3
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[15 Oct 2005|08:51am] |
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awww i know ive said this once but ill say it again , he makes me so happy =D he cqme over lastniht and i fell asleep on him. lol, he made me a cd of songs that remind him of me and also my favoriate songs. AMAZING.
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| for better or for worse? |
[12 Oct 2005|04:05pm] |
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So lately everything has been a blurr either its been really good one day or totally bad the next, mike and i got into a arguement on our 1 month, eh? Were better now its just it bothers me i don`t want to fight with him, yet again noone wants to ever fight with anyone. I`ve been hanging out with kristin alot. I realized that since ziggy i have changed for the better, i have become my own person, and now i have my own identity other than {" ziggys girlfriend "but now it would be "ziggys ex gf " anyway , i just feel as though i have become more of a deep, loving , hateful person more than i ever have been before, im really into candles and just sitting , listenig to music, writting and burning candles. Its wonderful, well i better be going amandas on her way here, were having a girly night. I need one of those =D Update maybe tomorow?.
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[24 Sep 2005|06:58am] |
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Okay so it has appeared to me that i have about the most amazing friends ever and the most amazing boyfriend who im completly comfortiable with. =D I had the an amazing lastnight at kristins with steph , and kristin and then mike came over =D at 10:30 at night! =D Cause hes amazing.lol
Kristin -> Your like my sister... i think one reason we werent born sisters was because god didnt think our parents could handle us, =D but i love you , i can trust u with anything and know that no matter what your always gonna be there, also we always have the best sleep overs and its crazy,i love you dear~!
Steph -> Steph, even though we dont hang out as much anymore , i love you tons, your still my bestfriend and always will be,your always there for me and i love you,whenever we do hang out its just nuts, and even though we dont see eachother that much, your still a huge part of my heart =D i love you!
Mike -> You treat me amazing, its not even funny, you respect me and care for me so much its crazy, im so thankful we are together, i love spending time with you, but we have such a healthy relationship, we hang out maybe.. 1 or 2 times a week, and we dont on the phone more than like 2 times a day , you do your thing i do mine =D. I love you =D Dont ever forget that.
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| I need to start updating this more =) |
[16 Aug 2005|07:20pm] |
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I need to start updating this more, I realized I was more organized during the time I was writting in this. So anyway, nothing is new, I met a nice boy, were not rushing things, ere just going to try going on some dates. =). Stephanies birthday is coming soon, sa-weet<3. Tomorow im going to New York , with Nicole which will be totally awesome. Yeah. I`ll update soon.
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| i`ll never forget where your at<3 |
[13 May 2005|08:22am] |
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So a recall of the last week.
Monday - I really dont remember. lol.
Tuesday - Lovely day at the beautiful school , then later went to the docors to get a cat scan. Afterwards i didnt do much, then i went to kristins,and we watch a great movie called gattica , i love it w/ megan k and dan french. It was fun , around 10 we all rolled out of the place, and kristin dropped me off at home.
Wensday- School like always, then nicole came over, we hung for a little bit, talked then kristin picked us up and we headed to kens icecream place in ramtown, saw dana k and sarah french, then we got icecream, then headed to the beach and the jetti, fun stuff. After the beach we almost got killed in the intersection but its ok i love you kristin! Afterwards we headed over bestbuy.We got kicked out by kristins ex bf. Hes like " why dont you leave the store". Um ok. Then after we decided we should really show our respect more to the decests. So we went to the cemetary to go see kristins daddy, it was sad. Me and Nicole started crying. I dont know what i would do if i didnt have both my parents living, kristin is a really strong person, cause i dont know if i could do it.
Thursday - School. Later to the doctos to get my cat scan results back, they said im going to have surgery through my mouth to get the lump out of my jaw , in July. I wont be asleep for it, but they said their going to numb it a little, but it doesnt beat the fact im going to have to see that thing go into my mouth and cut open my mouth. Ah. Whatever i have to do what i have to do. After me and my mom went out for dinner, then she dropped me off at youth group, talked a little bit, and stuff. Jared was there, it was his first time going. Then we played kick ball, it was pretty fun, i stink though. haha
Today( Friday ) - My mom let me stay home cause shes cool like that, yeah but no lol she actually just said ok you can stay home. So im going to go get the oiled changed in her car with her, and then maybe we can do a little shopping and out to breakfast? Im not sure. Then later im not really sure what im going to do.
Things to look foward now and the summer.
MAY 14- AMANDAS B`s SWEET 16!!
MAY 15- GREAT ADVENTURE , with lifeteen.
MAY 29- ( what would of been mine and ziggys 1 year, eh!) ALso megan K`s sweet 16
June 2- Nicoles birthday!!
June 5- Nicoles Sweet 16!!
June 17- My SWEET 17
June 20- My dad goes into surgery for the bipass sugery of his stomach.
June 22- THE DAY my dad gets out of the hospital and my 16th birthday!!!
July 8-12? - Massachuesets retreat for lifeteen. AMAZINGNESS cant wait!!
COMMENTS and I`ll update more.
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[30 Mar 2005|06:02am] |
he is so wonderful.
i still question if its possible for someone to be so wonderful and so real <3
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[27 Mar 2005|09:53am] |
im suffocating ... and dying slow. im not sure which one is worst.
< / 3
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[23 Mar 2005|05:57am] |
its hard to say what i see in you . . . <3
but whatever it is its a m a z i n g =)
im a happy little girl today!!
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[16 Mar 2005|06:01pm] |
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Well lately , ive been in all sorts of moods. Upset, then cheeful. Its very weird.
Lately ive been talking to Dan, Hes such a sweet kid, he knows all the right things to say at all te right times, and i can honestly say since we've been talking ziggy has not crossed my mind once. Its amazing<3 I really like Dan , i really want to get to know him more. Hes such a good kid. Like he makes me smile, and he is just a nice kid. Its weird, i can be my complete self when talking to him, and i know he wouldnt care. He has a girlfriend yes i know. But its alright. If were meant to be , fate will find its way. I have a good feeling about this. I mean, the way we met was pretty weird, me and kristin and john , decided to randomly go to his house. And i ended up meeting an amazing kid. His eyes are amazing<3. Hes so great. I dont want to rush a thing, i want us to work, if we ever do go out , which i hope with all my might that we do =). I love talking to him, i feel like i can just be straight out with him, and its a great feeling. Its been almost 3 months, since me and ziggy broke up i think its time ive moved on and begin to be back on the track of happiness. I think ive found, i hope everything follows through and it ends up the way i want it to end up<3
Well ill update , later
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| love is in the air <33333 |
[15 Mar 2005|06:18am] |
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i might have a new crush.
this one may be worth while... but who knows <3
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[05 Mar 2005|11:52am] |
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So friday was cool, school was alright , then french picked me up and me him and megan went to get my check, then cashed it, then hit up his house and ate pizza and watched napoleon dynamite , then went to target to buy birthday cards for dan, then after went to to staples to visit joe , he got introuble , hmm. Then we went went out for dans Marshes birthday. It was me , megan m , dan m , amanda m , ryan , kerri , and and then french , it was awesome we ran into so many people. " I wanna be mexican" WHAT! lol. Then we went back to dan marshes house played cards and video games, then We all went on a roadtrip , dropped amanda off in ramtown, dropped off ryan then french dropped me and megan back at her house and then joe and ryan picked us up around 11, and we went driving, stopped at dunkin donuts it was closed, went to another one , then we went to gravity hill, heh it worked. It was freaky. Then on the way home we were talking about physc wards. It was freaky. I got scaredlol. Then Joe and Ryan dropped us off at around 12:30 in the morning, then me and megan went to bed, woke up went to the howell lanes for her league, saw amanda, dan m, ryan , kerri and everyone else. I met a couple of cool kids, one is going to the show tonight. It should be cool. Yeahh Soon im taking a shower , then getting for the show tonight, at prince of peace.
<333 wonderful weekend so far<33
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[01 Mar 2005|06:48am] |
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Long time no update.
Ok so last friday had a snow no school , then michelle's sweet 16 which kicked ass without a doubt. haha it was so much fun.<3Saturday i had work then to Pa to babysit my cousins, i got 50 bucks woot. I slept over, then Sunday went home, Megan k came overs<3 haha funness. We walked over to dunkin donuts and we ran into ziggy, what a freaking fiasco. We talked, eh not good. Idontknow. Anyway. I started crying , cause im stupid. Anyway. We walked back to my house , ate dinner then we talked on the phone with tony for like an hour. haha he cheered me up<3! Yeah Yesterday ( monday ) School , left around 12 cause of the snow, then hung around my house , talked on the phone with chissy for like 4284729837398204 hours then on the phone with tony for like 834983 hours. haha hes so great. Ive come to the conclusion , im never going to officially get over ziggy, so why not move on? I have a few guys in mind. Hmm lets see what happens, i dont want to rush anything cause i dont want to get hurt. Anyway its Tuesday at 6:55 in the morning and im on the computer, why cause i cant sleep. Eh i have been having such bad dreams and weird ones too. lol im weird. The plan for the week.
Tuesday (Today)) : sit around cause its an effing snow day = /
Wensday (cantspell lol) : School, then going tanning? = / maybe?
Thursday : School , maybe youth group, but not without kristin :( probley going tanning.
Friday:School , then going out for Dan Marsh's birthday, to applebee's with the group. And then sleeping of Megan M's
Saturday: Megans bowling league in the morning, then tanning in the afternoon, after that me and chrissy have a date, :) lol haha cause were cool, were going to the prince of peace show. Cause were awesome. haha not really.<3
Sunday : Work, then idontknow what. <3
haha im busy all week suckas. <3
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